I can’t quite put my finger on it. The out of body experience I seem to be having …
Is it from the adrenalin entering my body … or leaving it?
Is it from too much caffeine … or too little sleep?
Is it from too much excitement on the sports field…. or getting too much of a chill?
Is it from relief on realising we have made the right choice in the new school…. Or nerves about the big changes ahead?
Is it from the anticipation and thrill of our drive by of our new house…. Or melancholy from counting down the days from leaving our home?
I am jittery, leg shaking, heart racing, mind wired, too tired…
I just know I need to get dressed and go and eat some Japanese food, laugh, have fun and let my mind and body relax….