What is it that is said? The top 3 most stressful things – getting married, moving house and getting divorced..?
I don’t want to think about getting married. I have wiped that from my mind, rid my life of any reminders that trigger any painful memory.
I don’t want to think about getting divorced. I have put that episode in a dark little box. It was all too clinical, factual, emotionless, boiling down to just numbers and not the impact it had on the numerous lives infected.
I don’t want to think about moving house. I just pack boxes, check my email, check my phone… back to packing boxes. Words. Caveats. Covenants. Light restrictions. My head hurts. MIA solicitors.
While I forgot my manners last week, I forgot my tools for calm, I am remembering them this week.
Moment to moment.