What is it that is said?  The top 3 most stressful things – getting married, moving house and getting divorced..?

 

I don’t want to think about getting married. I have wiped that from my mind, rid my life of any reminders that trigger any painful memory.

 

I don’t want to think about getting divorced.  I have put that episode in a dark little box.  It was all too clinical, factual, emotionless, boiling down to just numbers and not the impact it had on the numerous lives infected.

 

I don’t want to think about moving house.  I just pack boxes, check my email, check my phone… back to packing boxes. Words. Caveats. Covenants.  Light restrictions.  My head hurts.  MIA solicitors.

 

While I forgot my manners last week, I forgot my tools for calm, I am remembering them this week.

 

Moment to moment.

 

And wine.