For the first time in 196 days I really don’t feel like writing… Well, I do. I just don’t have the energy to write the words spilling out of my head.
I spent the majority of the day either ‘rationalising’ or justifying… Writing an application for a job to please everyone else… 
And the last 4 hours at a pyjama party, with one child clinging on my leg not wanting to join in while trying to encourage 50 or so other kids to have lots of Easter fun! It was fun! It was also exhausting… How teachers do it full time.. Hats off to them. Seriously. 
I am two stiff drinks down, cuddling my boys on the sofa and looking forward to starting fresh again tomorrow …
Cheers.