The few nights away, the distance, the time by myself, entirely with my own thoughts and the space to do the work on myself has paid off.

 

The few nights away, the distance, the time by myself, entirely with my own thoughts and the space to do the work on myself has paid off.

 

Today was a peaceful, calm day and my intentions to feel good and happy started to manifest.

 

The first steps to the creation of ‘Wonderland’ taken and I have the courage to face a social engagement for the first time, my shoulders back and head held high.

 

My bold bravery has been founded, in part, by a beautiful quote that a friend sent me yesterday, which has given me hope to ‘fix’ the many broken aspects of my life:  my heart, my soul, my trust in others, my marriage, my relationships, my confidence, my lovability and self esteem.

 

“In Japan, Broken objects are often repaired with Gold.  The flaw is seen as a unique piece of the objects history, which adds to its beauty.  Consider this when you feel broken.”

 

And so while I am willing to allow the Big Man the opportunity to fill the cracks with gold and to do that together, our many friends are part of the healing process and I know they will all contribute to the beauty and unique flaws of the restoration of me, of us.