Sunday night.

Again!

Where did the week go. Another week!

It feels like each week passes quicker, each month… and almost at another year end. I honestly feel like we just had last Christmas!

Why is that?

Do we fill our lives with more as we get older? Have more to think about? More to do? More people to look after? More events to prepare for?

I really don’t know the answer.

But I do know that this week has been a good week.

I am feeling more relaxed than I have in a while. Allowing myself to feel feelings and let it out.   Enjoying people’s company without feeling guilty or feeling that I should be doing something else. Making a decision in the moment and not looking back and judging myself. Building my confidence and self belief. Allowing myself to move forward, without regrets, from the position and moment I find myself. Baby steps, moment to moment, inching forward.

There is something to be said for living in the moment.

Enjoying and savouring the present.

For as Eckhart Tolle says, the present moment is the only moment you can influence. The past is the past. The future is unknown…

And right now the most important thing for me to do, is enjoy the company of the Big Man as he has been a hero today… overcoming the indulgence of the night before and looking after two little men, while I enjoyed every moment learning from 2 phenomenal, professional, accredited Make-up artists all the tips of the trade and then putting them in to practice.

Right now, my tummy is full of delicious food and my head full of delicious learning….

Right now, I am relaxed.

Right now, I am content.

Right now, I am indulging in Sunday night pleasures.